A word i really like from your side

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im not sure if you remmber but yesterday you tell me somthing make happy & sad in the same time .

you know what you said .

you said :

" dont leave me mAjId

i am depend on ur love "

that really mean alot for me .

but also make feel the guilt , of what will happen if i lose you .

that make me sad

i dont want to hurt you in any way .

but again you cheer me up by that nice words ( from Andera ) :

" look, if BOTH want everything is possible but never can want only the one..it must want both... "

i was pleasure by those words But , shocked by you saying me :

" if u want stop me about my love what i feel to u ,

just block me and delete me from ur life ,

if u dont want to ,

i am here..... "

that hurt me alot im talking seriously

like im spending more than 3 hour daily with you , why ??

im not doing it to fun , i have long list of work to do but i put you in the start of the list or even delay all my list only for you .. have u ask your self why !!

why tell me ? cuz im a freezy person . who can easly block you or delete you !

or just to spend some time taking with you just to say blabla . . .

ASK YOUR SELF WHY ?

why mAjId Doing all that ?

i Know how much you care about me , but this not all what im asking dear

i need you to understand more my pains

That all 4 Now .